Mistakes are lessons of wisdom.
When you make a mistake, don’t look back at it for long.
Take the lesson and move forward.
Although the past cannot be changed;
How to shape the future is still in your hands
Setelah membaca tulisan temen gue yang tidak dapat saya sebutkan namanya hehe, memaknai arti kemerdekaan di bulan kemerdekaan ini, gue setuju banget dengan pernyataan “merdeka jiwa dan raga”… what a inspiring words…. oh man I feel it is so awesome.
After all happened lately in my life. It is such a beautiful thing to find it anyway.
I feel so happy.
A little bit hard to push my self to write again…
I spent half day at home, bed rest. Everything of my activities during last week that triggered my energy over the limit. A few days I was running to many places, no matter early in the morning or in the afternoon, I was running and running to catch up some deadlines. You could see a short girl was moving to many places, even on the escalator I was keep running. That’s me.
As my heart was running a reality. It was running from something pain realized that another heart would be gone with else’s heart. Unrealized that on the independence day, it was so exciting. And suddenly it was remembering his heart. In the same time it also realized it couldn’t be again. Denying a long habit to speak with his heart. It realized it must has been stopped, no more again. My heart was so longing for that rhyme. On the other side, it knew it, should move on, should take another step.
Day by day, getting close with his wedding… just realized I am not a superwoman, only human. A friend told “that’s it”. But a friend doesn’t understand. This girl just lost her love. Like another friend said that we had to feel it, all this feeling, feel all this blue ’till comes to its peak. And we will be getting down to the transition feeling then move on. We should feel all the blues. And let be gone… gone with the wind.
As yesterday, felt so weak. And all those blues came along with soft memories. And gone with the river of tears, then feel better because knew that already gone with its flow.
Trying to embrace the world. See all what we can see. Dig all dreams we have. And think to knit it to be true. As I stand on the window, read all the books, draw every dreams again. And realize I still stand on my own strength, and see the sky, see the sun, keep shinning as shine as my heart again.
I feel alive more than ever, thousand times over.
Don’t let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life…
Relationship works best when they are balanced
